&the greying vision

Monday, May 21, 2007 1:59 PM

blogging in school currently.

finished my lab and came here.

GOOD LUCK TO JOLING FOR HER FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

dun feel well emotionally.

i felt that i wasn't a great friend.

was it i dint the problems?

or was it i dint make an efforts to understand better?

or was it simply it was the person who doesn't wanna say it out?

i'm caught in the middle.

also, neither do i wants to move to yishun.

it just made me shag having the thoughts of moving back to yishun.

but what can i do?!

i cant do a single shit.!

having the thoughts of i cant be running out of the house just to meet them.

have laughters with them.

shares all the good times.

it just hurts me.

forget it.

having the work load pressing on me,

it leaves no place for me to breathe.

the stress wasn't like the one i had during o levels.

how i wish i was still a kid.

how i wish i could turn back time.

but i know it's utterly impossible for me to do that.

what i could do was just to accept the fact.

and reality.

i've been saying this since i-don't-know-when.

but i just can't convince myself to do that.

as it goes, saying is definitely easier than doing.

just another emo post.
forgive me.
my heart's tearing apart.

LOVES,
`cindy

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